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\u30fcAmelie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Today was Monday, and there was a lot to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A teacher I’m close to fell ill, and I spent much of the day worrying about her. It’s been just one month since I returned from my leave of absence, and I still can’t bring myself to step into the staff room. I’m living and working under the gentle care of those around me, with quiet accommodations made for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There are moments when I feel small \u2014 frustrated with the version of myself who still can’t walk into that room. But there are also teachers who reach out a hand to me, and so I am living, every day, inside a kind of gratitude.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I’ve come to rely on writing. Putting things on paper organizes my mind. But today I noticed something I want to remember.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When I write, things become organized \u2014 and in becoming organized, something is lost. The sense of being there<\/em>, the temperature of the moment, fades. Maybe that’s what people call “becoming calm.” But when we speak to others, when we try to reach them, I think temperature is also necessary. Calm is not the only thing that carries meaning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We had a rehearsal for one of the children’s school events today, and I realized I hadn’t prepared anything. I needed to talk to them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So I did what I know how to do. I wrote each of their own words on the blackboard, one by one, tracing the shape of what was happening in their hearts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n “No motivation.” \u2192 “Treating it like someone else’s problem.” \u2192 “Not practicing.” \u2192 “Pitches off, rhythms scattered.” \u2192 “Can’t focus during rehearsal.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n It was structural. It seemed to reach them. The arrows on the blackboard let them see, in their own words, how one thing led to the next.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And yet, standing there, I thought to myself: I wish I could also be the kind of teacher who speaks with more heat. Who carries a flame in her voice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Maybe writing and speaking are two different skills.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Writing arranges. The cost is that things cool down. Speaking gives. For that, warmth is needed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I’m still learning how to do both. For now, I write to find the shape of things. And on days like today, I stand at the blackboard and trust that the careful tracing of words \u2014 quiet as it is \u2014 carries its own kind of heat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Amelie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u4eca\u65e5\u306f\u6708\u66dc\u65e5\u3067\u3001\u3084\u308b\u3079\u304d\u3053\u3068\u304c\u591a\u3044\u4e00\u65e5\u3067\u3057\u305f\u3002 \u4ef2\u306e\u3044\u3044\u5148\u751f\u304c\u4f53\u8abf\u3092\u5d29\u3057\u3066\u3057\u307e\u3044\u3001\u5fc3\u914d\u3059\u308b\u4e00\u65e5\u3067\u3082\u3042\u308a\u307e\u3057\u305f\u3002 \u307e\u3060\u307e\u3060\u3001\u4f11\u8077\u3057\u3066\u304b\u3089\u306e\u5fa9\u5e30\uff11\u304b\u6708\u3067\u3001\u8077\u54e1\u5ba4\u306b\u5165\u308b\u3053\u3068\u3082\u3067\u304d\u305a\u3001\u914d\u616e\u306e\u4e2d\u3067\u751f\u6d3b\u3057\u3066\u3044\u307e\u3059\u3002 \u305d\u3093\u306a\u81ea\u5206\u304c\u60c5\u3051 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=196"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":197,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions\/197"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
The Temperature That Writing Cannot Hold<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n
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