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class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u8ab0\u306b\u3082\u5acc\u308f\u308c\u306a\u3044\u4eba\u306b\u306a\u3089\u306a\u304f\u3066\u3044\u3044\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u5f37\u3044\u4eba\u306b\u306a\u3089\u306a\u304f\u3066\u3082\u3044\u3044\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u305f\u3060\u3001<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u81ea\u5206\u304c\u611f\u3058\u3066\u3044\u308b\u3053\u3068\u3092\u3001<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u81ea\u5206\u3060\u3051\u306f\u7f6e\u304d\u53bb\u308a\u306b\u3057\u306a\u3044\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u5c11\u3057\u305a\u3064\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u81ea\u5206\u306e\u3068\u3053\u308d\u3078\u623b\u3063\u3066\u304f\u308b\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u305d\u3057\u3066\u3001<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u81ea\u5206\u306e\u4eba\u751f\u306e\u8235\u3092\u3001<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u3082\u3046\u4e00\u5ea6\u3001\u81ea\u5206\u306e\u624b\u3067\u3068\u3063\u3066\u3044\u304d\u305f\u3044\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u30fcAmelie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-xx-large-font-size wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Taking the Helm of My Own Life<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It has been quite a while since I last wrote here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If there is anyone who has been stopping by this blog from time to time, I\u2019m sorry for being away for so long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Since returning to work, I have been swept up in the busyness of everyday life, and before I knew it, I had drifted far away from this space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There were so many things I wanted to write about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But somehow, I could never quite find my way to the words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Today, for the first time in a while, I realized something important about myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I want to leave it here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a long time, I kept wondering:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Was having to take time away from work simply the consequence of my own actions?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted people to think well of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn\u2019t want anyone to dislike me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yet, there were times when I failed to communicate or coordinate well with the people around me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think there were people I hurt, too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I kept telling myself:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe I was selfish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe I was too self-centered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe the way I related to people was simply wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe that was why everything happened the way it did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I went over these thoughts again and again in my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But recently, as I began looking back at that time, one piece at a time, I started to see something different.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It wasn\u2019t that I wanted to do whatever I pleased.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Perhaps it was almost the opposite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For so long,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>I had been paying too much attention to everyone else\u2019s feelings.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What are they thinking?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Are they angry?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did I hurt them?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do they dislike me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Did I say something wrong?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was always working hard to understand how other people felt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And when someone talked to me, I often said,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI understand.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Looking back, perhaps \u201cI understand\u201d had become one of my habitual phrases.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Of course, there were many times when I truly did understand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But lately I have begun to wonder whether that was always the case.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn\u2019t want to dismiss anyone\u2019s feelings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn\u2019t want to upset anyone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If possible, I didn\u2019t want anyone to dislike me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted to keep things peaceful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And because of that, sometimes I would say,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI understand,\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">before I had even worked out what <em>I<\/em> thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I listened to different people, each person had their own circumstances.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I could understand this person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I could understand that person, too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Each time, I tried to put myself in the other person\u2019s place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But somewhere along the way, I gradually lost sight of something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>What do <\/strong><em><strong>I<\/strong><\/em><strong> think?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was working so hard to understand everyone else\u2019s feelings that I had barely listened to my own.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I took all those different feelings into myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How can I make sure no one gets hurt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How can I make everything work?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I kept thinking and thinking until, without realizing it, my mind became completely full.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And sometimes I found myself thinking:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m tired of this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tired of thinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tired of trying to keep everything balanced.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tired of worrying about what everyone might think of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There were times when I reached that point and simply went ahead with things on my own.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is something I need to reflect on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think some people may have been hurt by the things I said or did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t want to dismiss that by saying,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWell, I was struggling too, so it couldn\u2019t be helped.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But perhaps it is also not quite true to say,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u201cThis happened because I am a selfish, self-centered person.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe I wasn\u2019t taking <em>too much<\/em> care of myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>I had left myself behind.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It has taken me a long time to realize that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Caring about other people\u2019s feelings is not the same as putting my own feelings last.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before asking,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What will they think?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How will they feel?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">perhaps I could have asked myself:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHow did I feel?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat do I really think?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I could have listened to myself, too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I realized something else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Valuing my feelings does not mean acting on every feeling I have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can think,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI don\u2019t want to do this,\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and still choose to do it if it is necessary.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can feel angry<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and choose not to direct that anger at someone else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can feel lonely<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">without asking someone else to take that loneliness away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can feel afraid<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and still choose to take one step forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And sometimes,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can say,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThis is enough for today,\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and choose to stop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">First, I need to let myself truly feel what I feel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t like this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m lonely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m afraid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is what I want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At the very least, I don\u2019t want to be the one who looks away from my own feelings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then I can acknowledge my own thoughts:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThis is what I think.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Only after that do I need to ask:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u201cSo, what am I going to do?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can separate what I feel<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">from what I choose to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then I can make my own choice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Perhaps that is what it means<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">to take the helm of my own life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a long time, I often felt as though I had to do something about other people\u2019s emotions, too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If someone seemed upset,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wondered whether I had done something wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If someone\u2019s attitude toward me changed,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wondered whether they had begun to dislike me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And then I would think:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What can I do to make things go back to the way they were?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But other people\u2019s emotions belong to them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Of course, if I have done something wrong, I want to reflect on it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I have hurt someone, I want to apologize when an apology is needed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I want to take responsibility for my own actions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But just because someone is upset,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it does not necessarily mean that I am at fault.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And just because someone dislikes me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">it does not necessarily mean that the choice I made was wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Other people\u2019s feelings are important information for me to consider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>they are not the steering wheel of my life.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a long time, I thought I needed to become better at getting along with people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone who could adapt better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone more pleasant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone who would never hurt anyone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But perhaps what I needed to learn was something a little different.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What I need to reflect on is how often I neglected my own feelings and thoughts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How I sometimes looked away from what I truly felt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and replaced it with trying to understand,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">anticipate,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">and empathize with what everyone else might be feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And most of all,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>I had not been steering my own life.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m sure I will still say, \u201cI understand.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I will probably still notice people\u2019s expressions and worry about what they think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And if someone dislikes me, it will still hurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t think I can change these things overnight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But before I say,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI understand,\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I want to pause for just one second and ask:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat about me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And if I forget to do that in the moment,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can come back to myself later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat did I really think back 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