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\u30fcAmelie<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Back then, my son seemed to exist in a completely different flow of time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n He would wake in the middle of the night, and when morning came, sleep still wouldn’t find him. Gradually, almost without my noticing, his days and nights quietly reversed themselves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n His body began to show the strain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n His skin grew rough. The things he had once done without thinking began to fall away, one by one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Taking a bath. Stepping outside. Talking to someone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I understand now just how much those things must have cost him. How simply making it through a single day was, for my son at that time, an act of giving everything he had.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But back then, I didn’t understand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Why can’t you just do it.<\/em> How much longer is this going to go on.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Those words circled endlessly inside me, even when I didn’t say them out loud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It was around that time that we met a doctor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A dermatologist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n He was the kind of doctor who didn’t just look at the skin \u2014 he took time to truly listen to each person. In his examination room, he would spend at least twenty minutes with every patient, simply hearing them out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As he carefully examined my son’s skin, he said something I have never forgotten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n “The body is always honest about the state of the heart.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Those words landed quietly, somewhere deep in my chest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My son’s body had been trying to tell me something. It had been carrying his heart’s voice, and offering it to me \u2014 if only I had known how to receive it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The one lost in a dark tunnel was not only my son.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I was in that tunnel too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We were walking through the same darkness, he and I. And yet somehow, we couldn’t see each other at all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Amelie<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u3042\u306e\u9803\u306e\u606f\u5b50\u306f\u3001\u307e\u308b\u3067\u5225\u306e\u6642\u9593\u306e\u4e2d\u306b\u3044\u308b\u3088\u3046\u3067\u3057\u305f\u3002 \u591c\u4e2d\u306b\u76ee\u304c\u899a\u3081\u3001\u671d\u306b\u306a\u3063\u3066\u3082\u7720\u308c\u306a\u3044\u3002 \u6c17\u304c\u3064\u304f\u3068\u3001\u663c\u3068\u591c\u304c\u3086\u3063\u304f\u308a\u3068\u9006\u8ee2\u3057\u3066\u3044\u304d\u307e\u3057\u305f\u3002 \u4f53\u306b\u3082\u3001\u305d\u306e\u5f71\u97ff\u304c\u51fa\u59cb\u3081\u3066\u3044\u307e\u3057\u305f\u3002 \u808c\u304c\u8352\u308c\u3001\u5f53\u305f\u308a\u524d\u306b\u3067\u304d\u3066\u3044\u305f\u3053\u3068\u304c […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-58","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=58"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58\/revisions\/138"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=58"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=58"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yorimichi-diary.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=58"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
In the Middle of a Dark Tunnel<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n
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